NaruSasu Is it real? Ch.1

NaruSasu is it real?


Intro

Reality,
What is reality, how can we tell when we're in reality? And not in some made up dream that we have always wanted since we were little? To tell you the truth, I never really cared whether I've been in the real world up till now. I mean why I would care to be in a world where people avoid you because you have some demon in you. Seriously I would much rather the fake dream world where no one can hurt me; then again even the dream world isn't always so perfect. Now that I've come so far, how can I even tell when life is real? How about I tell you a story about how I found out that reality wasn't all that bad, and how I found my way through reality. Actually believing in it, actually believing that the real life existed, and even of how I fell in love. I shall share my story, my story might not be always happy, but deep down in my heart I believe it's real.

It all started with a girl, a girl named Hinata . . . .

-----Chapter One; How it starts

I was asleep in my room drifting off into my dream of happiness, and of never ending happy clouds that drift away in the bright blue sky that surrounds me. I think it's the greatest thing in the world. I keep drifting up, and away in the clouds. I watch the tree's smiling and waving at me. Do I truly love this or do I just love it because it's the closest thing to true happiness to me? Sadly I know this is not real, I believe that sometime it will even rain it my so called dream. I was suddenly woken by the roaring in my stomach that begged for food. I suddenly fell out of the sky and out of my dream land. I watched the clouds and trees waving me goodbyes, and as they only smiled at me. I popped out of the happiness into the dark reality that flew into my vision.

I noticed that I was still feeling a bit dizzy from my fall from dream land to the real world that was going to hate me for the rest of the day. Why does everyone in reality have to hate me so? Why can't I just disappear into the dream world forever, and be forgotten in this horrible reality that hated me so?  I wobbled out of my lonely bed, and stared at the kitchen, thinking about what I should eat for today.
So many choices . . . not!

"Looks like ramen again" I said to myself as I walked over to the cabinet and grabbed a thing of ramen so I could start cooking it. I stared down at the cooking ramen; at least the ramen wouldn't hate me. Oh my god. What am I saying? The ramen isn't living, it can't hate me! Moments passed, and the ramen was almost ready to eat. I adverted my gaze toward the clock that was staring me down, and it struck 8:00am.
Oh my god!!!

Of course when I'm about to eat, I have to leave for class now. I growled out loud as I grabbed my thing of ramen and ran out the door. I was trying to eat it and run at the same time. Lucky I had a success, and threw it away in the garbage when I go to the school. I have math of course . . . not my strong point! I hurried down the long halls of the school, and barley making it to my classroom on time. I sat down breathing heavily, I could barley breathe at all. When I looked up from the desk, the teacher wasn't here, I wonder where she was? Someone walked to desk and sat down next to me with a smile.

"Gee, Naruto you look really tired, did you oversleep again?"  Sakura laughed as she pointed at me rudely, I really wasn't in the mood for this. I wanted to slap her, but well couldn't really do that. I already get detention enough anyway.

"Y-yeah, I was having a good dream and didn't want to wake up."  I said with a sigh in my voice as I was getting really tired of Sakura, and by this point I really didn't care anymore. I watched Sakura look at Ino as they began laughing together.

"Oh my god, did you hear that Ino? Naruto had a good dream; it was probably about ramen and his failures."  Sakura snorted.

"Yeah probably was, aww Naruto was the ramen good?"  Ino shouted drawing everyone's attention, I was starting to get really mad, I mean Sakura was already getting on my nerves but come on no need to be rude about all of it.

"SAKURA!!!"  Someone yelled as they walked into the classroom and sat in the desk next to me, his raven hair fluttered as he sat down glaring at Sakura. "Stop being rude Sakura, your dreams are more embarrassing then Naruto's, so how about you shout your pie-hole."  The raven opened his dark endless eyes as they glared at Sakura pricing her to her seat.

"Oh Sasuke, I was just joking around right Naruto" Sakura tried to smile at me so she could get a smile back; but I ignored her, and stared passed her seeing Hinata smile. Oh my, she looks even prettier today then she did yesterday. I wonder if she thinks about me at all. I watched Sakura stomp her foot and walk away to her seat still glaring me.

"Ptsss, you okay Naruto?"  Sasuke had asked me leaning in from the side if his desk, I slowly glanced at him, and I could see a slight smile that appeared on his face. I don't think I've ever seen Sasuke ever smile before, but then again I'm not around Sasuke as much as I used to in Jr. High.

"Yeah, why you ask?"  I looked over at him and noticed that his smile went away.

"You just seemed spaced out that's all," what's with him? Moody much, within minutes he went from mad to happy, and to mad again.

"Oh, I was just thinking" I said brightly, trying to get a positive reaction out of him again, but it didn't quite work this time. Sasuke just nodded, and he didn't say another word till later.

"If you need someone to talk to, I'm all ears."  The raven walked away from me heading in the other direction, walking to his next class. He didn't even wait for me to say anything. I was still thinking about something to say, but he just walked off. I wonder why he told me that, does he know that I'm unhappy all the time. Actually he probably does we were friends for years and now he's still trying to be a friend to me . . . .could I still be in reality?